I have only been able to ingest oranges, popcorn, and tea for the last few days. I’ve lost weight, I can’t sleep, and I’m already a shade of pale that makes me look ill, so it’s all wondrous.

Honestly, I haven’t been this sick in years, and I know that I’m probably too far into it to get medicine (two weeks tomorrow!) but I haven’t been allowed to work and I can’t go to class without hacking and making my professors glare.

I have deigned this blog as a place for my whining right now, as utilizing loved ones feels tiresome. They’ve heard my bemoaning self-pity for too long now, so this will be the vessel in which I deposit my loathing for myself right now.

SERIOUSLY BODY GET IT TOGETHER THIS IS SCHEIßE ON SO MANY LEVELS.